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Theo Crawford ([personal profile] sanctus_dei) wrote2010-08-04 09:18 am

18th Resurrection - Fallout


[Theo wakes up the next day from his fight against Ken with a start. That's three times he's died since he's gotten to Mayfield, fourth overall. He laid in bed staring off into space for awhile. He didn't just die - he was viciously murdered by the last person he expected to do so. But it was to be expected, wasn't it? People weren't to be trusted, especially here. Ken was no exception.

With that, Theo gets up, and immediately goes to his study, locking himself in. He doesn't come out either, unless absolutely necessary. He avoids talking to anyone. It's just him and his books. Magic was the only thing that doesn't let him down, so in his study he stays to distract himself with his research.

But he couldn't stop thinking about what happeneed. His brain wouldn't shut it off.

Then there's that problem in Mayfield when you lose track of time and skip your job. After a few days, Theo wakes up again, all cheerful and droned, going about your average drone morning and heads into work.]


[Theo will be droned this morning! He's pleasant and cheery despite looking like utter hell. He had locked himself away for a few days with nothing but his books and a few bottles of wine to keep him company. No food, no sleep, no sun. After he gets to the library and the droning wears off, he goes about his job and the rest of his day, trying to avoid even so much as looking at another person, let alone talk to them.

After work he'll be found on a bench at the park, looking miserable as ever, sitting with his two zombie crows, reading, and chain smoking like a fiend. He may or may not also be slightly drunk. He's reading another one of his old magical tomes. The creepy crows will suspiciously eye anyone who walks by. Feel free to pester him while droned or not, at any point~]

[identity profile] sanctusdei.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
It's what I do. Have to keep my skills sharp.

[identity profile] sanctusdei.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Because I'm good at it. And because you're not supposed to learn it.

[identity profile] repeatsalvation.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
That which is forbidden is always the sweetest fruit.

It makes you wonder why man forbids itself of such things.

[identity profile] sanctusdei.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
People don't like you messing with the dead. They find it terrifying, and disrespectful. I say, once you're dead what does it matter?

[identity profile] repeatsalvation.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Flesh is merely flesh, an no more.

It has always seemed odd to me that people seem so determined to cut themselves off from avenues of power, even as they desperately try and find them.

[identity profile] sanctusdei.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
It's because they're scared, mostly. But you won't get very far in spellcasting if you're afraid of what you can do.

[identity profile] repeatsalvation.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
One cannot get far in anything, if you allow fear to rule you. It has its purposes, but man has seemed to extend what those purposes are.

[identity profile] sanctusdei.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know how anyone could fear magic. It's way too fascinating.

I started off in alchemy, but my mentor was an idiot and it got dull. Served to be a good basis for necromancy.

[identity profile] repeatsalvation.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
People fear power as much as they desire to obtain it.

One often becomes bored with that which becomes commonplace to them. If they don't move on, that person becomes mundane. And I can think of few things worse.

[identity profile] sanctusdei.livejournal.com 2010-08-04 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
That's the problem with this place. It's boring to the point of madness sometimes. And when you try to have fun... well, forget it.

[identity profile] repeatsalvation.livejournal.com 2010-08-05 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Truly odd, that such a cleverly-designed cage could have been made for such a boring purpose at most times.

[identity profile] sanctusdei.livejournal.com 2010-08-05 01:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose some people here could entertain themselves here, but I'm not one of them. I hate the suburbs.

[identity profile] repeatsalvation.livejournal.com 2010-08-05 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
It is evidence of a boring mind if one cannot find ways to make play for themselves.

[identity profile] sanctusdei.livejournal.com 2010-08-06 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[Frown] Hnn. This town and I don't have the same ideas of fun.

[Then again, if he was on the other side of this situation, and was helping run it...]

[identity profile] repeatsalvation.livejournal.com 2010-08-07 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
[He smirks in response.]

And you intend to simply allow it to define what you may or may not do?

[identity profile] sanctusdei.livejournal.com 2010-08-07 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
No. Of course not. But when people fight back against you, or the town can take your powers back at the drop of a hat, or anything damage you cause will be fixed the next day. There's no fun in that.